I've got THREE points

1. My throat hurts like hell but I chose to sing my heart out--in the bathroom.

2. The princess is bored.

3. I have to sleep to get things done.

ciao!

Realizations

With my iPod blaring and waiting fora site to start playing their 'free' movie, I realized

• My wedding's 2months away and I haven't done anything major yet
• That its only wednesday tomorrow--I thought it was friday yesterday, para weekend ulit!
• The resort I m eyeing has crappy food
• I have cable and DSL bills to pay
• That I'm homesick
• That my playlist still includes songs that I used to listen to in HS--j.hewitt!haha
• That I'm excited because I'm going home nextweek to tacloban
• That i have to sleep ASAP
• Sad that I'll be in tacloban for the weekend only
• I still haven't completed my requirements for my MA
  
• I'm tired...

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Now I know why women become 'housewives' after they get married because the wedding preparations are just wayyyyyy too stressful--underrated! Beyond stressful!

The typical conversation my fiance' and I have is:

GIRL: have you called your tita to confirm if they will be able to attend?
BOY: Yes, but she asked me to call her back next week. Hey, have you seen my new set of Magic cards? I got this rare card that's worth like P800! ***talks some more about stuff that I don't really udnerstand***
GIRL: (interrupts) when is your mom flying in? diretso na ba siya tacloban?
BOY: Yeah she is, on the 23rd...uyyy yun nga, yung kinekwento ko, me tournament blah blah blah blha blah blah
GIRL: (BOY still talking at the background, INTERRUPTS again) ARE your groomsmen complete?

see? 24/7 wedding, wedding, wedding!

Seriously, I want to be a housewife after all this!

F*ck the financial Market!

After 5 business days of waiting if my money has been credited back to my account, I called up BPI to check on it. **very long hold music** Thank you for waiting ma'am, according to our system it wasn't BPI who debited your account. It was Citibank. Tired and annoyed, I retorted. So, you made me wait for FIVE FREAKIN' BUSINESS DAYS TO FUCKIN TELL ME THAT?! Nobody even bother to contact me, I gave out my contact details for cryin' out loud! This is me frustrated because I'm talking in straight conversational english (which I doubt its 'conversational since it's only me talking--monologue na).

The girl didn't know how to react. As expected, Did you get the name of the agent who you talked to (siya nagsabi nun, WITH dapat, TANGA!)? Miss, DUHH thats why she gave me a reference number. She talked some more with things she really doesn't understand. Then I said, miss, next time get your jobs right! Busy tone on the agent's end.

Pissed and annoyed because I was on hold for a long time and given an absurd andswer. I switched from channel to channel and saw Patrick the starfish. After a few seconds, I realized it was tagalized! Damnit! How can you enjoy Spongebob in that case? Why do they assume and think that tagalized Dora, spongebob, etc are marketable?

Capitalismo ibagsak! I'm babbling.

Panic ATTACK!

OH MY F**KING OF ALL THING HOLY!

I'm experiencing my first panic attack with my wedding plans! The very expensive resort where I want to hold my wedding reception with no-outside-caterers-allowed-only-our-own-resto rule is said to have bad food! argggggghhhhhhhhhh! and to think they charge P350/person! My baby sis was told that the Ginat-an tasted sour--how the fu*k can you do that?! its just coconut milk and sugar for the sabaw!

My ate says, 'didn't you have a Plan B?'

Yeah, I sorta-kinda-have but just in worst-case scenario--I never thought it would be this soon that i should be using it! Sabin is OK but nothing special about the place, i want the grandeur of Caluwayan. The jaw-dropping view. The romance of the whole place g*ddamnit!

Do you think its OK if I called the resort up and say: HEY, I HEARD YOU HAVE VERY CRAPPY FOOD! CAN I BRING MY OWN CATERER?

come with?

Sugar-high!

OMG! OMG! OMG!

I just found on-line the PERFECT wedding favors! The moment i saw the picture I felt like a girl being tickled crazy...I fell in-love with out--to the point that I don't want to give it as a party favor but to keep all of them to myself! haha *CONCENTRATE CONCENTRATE*

The problem is that they're US-based--well, semi-problem...I can just buy it on-line and have it delivered to my mother-in-law's residence and some family members are planning to go back here so, I'll have them bring it.

I'd like to show you a picture of it but I'm spoiling the excitement for my own party--I'm a party-pooper for my own party! How ironic! hahaha I'd try to delay my gratification, we'll see...hehe

I have so much things now scribbled in my starbucks planner (that i never used because I'm never a good planner) and its turning out to be a sketch-book-journal-planner-notepad, wheewww! And i even bought a new pen with black, blue and red ink in one, isn't that cool?!

Well, back to my scribbling. Wait! I have work later on, ain't I suppose to sleep now? anyhoooo...ciao!